I loved being remembered anyway!
Ok, I'm not complaining,, it's just my way of APPRECIATING their SWEETNESS..
Robbie, Lupe & Bella.

Let me start with the pretty brazilian torturer:

"You know bro, Ma'am Rob says
there's a big tummy man
who brings gifts to behaved students..
that means our angelic genes should be dominant!"

Dear Teacher Robbie , Being your ONLY favorite student *ahem*..actually, i was expecting my X'mas vacation, but being the "cutest" and most behaved student in the class, i will wholeheartedly do my xmas homework:

1. What movies would you recommend watching around Xmas? It's a nostalgic, sentimental time of the year, after all!
* Well, I don't know any new xmas movie, but I think i have seen the killer JACK FROST when i was 2 months old..guess, it's a valid reason of not having snow here in the country,,JACK FROST can't live here!! yey!!..

2. And speaking of which, what are your plans for the holidays - both Xmas and New Year's Eve?
* Just spend the holidays with my family,,i plan to convince my nephews and nieces to buy me a gift 'coz ever since they came to this world, they never bought me a gift..they only ask and ask!!..that's unfair!

3. How do you feel about Xmas? Are you actually celebrating the birth of Christ, or are you just in it for the food and presents? =P
* Ok! Don't make me feel guilty of not attending the 9 mornings! I can't wake up that early (4am), I'm still a baby!..Hmmm..but, I guess Yes, I do celebrate the thought of Christ's birth 'coz I'm doing my very best to be peace with everyone..
YET, I won't avoid food and presents!.

Btw, I am accepting xmas presents now (in any kind or CASH)!!..just saying :P

"These are not in my wish list!, may Santa got lost?"

4. Enough of Xmas. What do you think about right before sleeping, with your head lying on the pillow?
* Huh? What made you think this Q? ..what would i think before sleep..it's not WHAT actually,it's WHO!..hehe!

5. And what's your first thought when you wake up?
* I said it's WHO not what!..ok, i usually think if i can get on office on time..nothing more:)

6. If you killed somebody, where would you bury the body? =P
* Bury? That is stressful..i'll BURN IT instead.

7.What song do you avoid listening to, and why? (If I'm not prying, of course)
* I love songs..why should i avoid it? Maybe those songs that I can't understand the language 'coz it would never make sense to me..

8. Is there any song that inspires you to be a better person? To dare, go places, do things? Go the distance?
* Yeah, Go the Distance is one (but teacher stole it)..i go for..Flying Without Wings (westlife) and the Warrior Is A Child (Gary V.)..

Phew! I'm done! Yey! Ma'am Rob, send me my prize and my xmas gift alright?

Moving on to my next torturer..the ever-loyal wife of the vampire:
BELLA, despite bullying me all throughout the school year, I would still answer your tag 'coz my "angel" nature can't resist you esp. this Xmas season! Besides, I know your Vampire hubby Edward COOLING is frozen already! haha!
Ok, stop that pouting! I'll answer your questions..sssshhhhh!!!

1. What movies would you recommend watching around Xmas? (this one am not changing since i really wanna know...so that ill watch them on your recommendation)
* Well, since you're still a cheater , copying even Ma'am Robbie's Q, watch JACK FROST ..do i have to explain again? Read my explanation above there! *pointing*

2. Suggest me a good book....a comedy!
* I don't read books!! So I suggest you wait for my book it will be published soon! Ok, I got this one book, it's not a storybook but it is really sensible, opinionated and brilliantly funny..NON-SENSE & NON-SENSIBILITY--just try :)

3. What are your plans for Xmas & New Year?
* For the nth time! Why do you copy Ma'am Robbie's lines? Grrrrr.. my plan is *again* making my nephews & nieces feel guilty of not giving me gift even once!

4. Resolutions for the coming year.
* An angel kid like me don't need resolutions! I am already in my best-behavior..so NO promises for myself, besides, I don't want to be too kind--'coz you will abuse my kindness, you bully!
"Santa won't bring you gifts if you move!! Stay...stay..stay.."

5. What gifts are you giving your loved ones for this Xmas?
* Why made you think i will tell you? What gift are you giving me anyway? Tell me first!

6. What's your wish list for Santa?
* I don't think you and Santa are friends! Hmp! But ok, I wish for good health for my loved ones and harmony in my family.
"So..you're the fat tummy man who don't shave?"

7. Which is your fav Christmas carol?
* Xmas carols?..I like the 12 days of Xmas, Jingle bell rock, and that song in Ms. SIE's site = Christmas in Our Hearts..
"Oh..hooolllly night..oh night divine.."

8. Post a pic of yours(if you don't mind!), or your Christmas tree, church, sweets...anything but it should be something related to your real life:)
* Pic of mine?? Ofcourse I MIND! So you won't be seeing any! haha!

ok, here!
One of the oldest place of worship..

OK! I'm done! Now wrap me Xmas gift!!

And finally my 3rd torturer a.k.a. BELLA's twin sis!
LUPE , you were gone for few months and your twin Bella has been crazy searching for you everywhere..now that you're back, you joined forces with her of tag-torturing me..tsk.tsk..

1. Suggest me a good book..(kept this one b/c I am trying to find something new to read)
* same answer for you (your twin asked me too!)..

2. What is your favorite song right now?
* could you give me a list of new songs? i'm not updated..hehe!..perhaps, some old same songs..FIREFLIES, THE GIFT, SIMPLE THINGS, SOMETHING STUPID, WARRIOR IS A CHILD, FLYNG W/O WINGS..some new songs: SO BIG, REPLAY..yeah! those of Iyaz!

3. How and Who do you usually spent Christmas with?
* WHO= with my family.. and friends (if possible), HOW= just the usual bonding-laughing moments..no plans really:)

4. How big or small is your family?(siblings)
* Guess, just enough size for a Happy Family..hehe! ok! I got seven siblings! ..and i'm the baby!
"Wake up playmates! Santa doesn't like lazy bone babies!"

5. Apart from English, do you speak another language? (if not, what language would you like to learn?)

* My own language ofcourse..what else..hmmmmm...angel's language, but i don't think it's applicable on this planet..want to learn Mandarin Chinese, French..and SIGN language?..

6. What is your favorite past-time?
* Sleeping ..listening to music.

7. Is there anything special you hope to get for Christmas?
* Harmony in the family.
"Hon, you're squeezing me tooo tight"

8. What is your favorite Christmas Cartoon? (For instace, I like Charlie Brown)

* I'm not familiar w/ xmas cartoon..the freshest in my memory is Donald Duck and the 3 naughty duckboys (are they his kids or his nephews?)
..My nephews seem to look like cartoon characters too so i guess they are my favorites..hehe!

Thanks for the tags ladies!

"Santa is coming, my abs are deforming!"

And now my turn!! *evil grin*
Beanie asks:

1/ What is your favorite foodie on Christmas?
2/ Is there something you wanted to change or make unusual this Christmas or New Year?

3/ If you would be asked to choose honestly between a last-piece gift (material) you've been dying to have and a 12-hour bonding with someone you longed for..which would you choose?
4/ Aside from home, where would you like to spend your Christmas or New yEar?
5/ Proceeds will go to charity, Which would you prefer to pet? Piranha, Shark, Snake, Crocodile? You MUST choose one.
6/ You are obliged to date someone, who would you choose: a murderer? a retard? a perv? Choose wisely and explain.
7/ What talent/ skill do you desperately want but never owned? State one.
8/ If you are to buy me a gift, what would it be? Excuses of not-giving is not allowed.

and i'm giving this special assignment to:

*my torturers OFCOURSE! (bella, lupe, rml)
*My special fwend SiE

*The blogger wife diDzy

*the lens' guru Ms. jiLL
*my bloggermom Mom JP
*playmates try, nands, sudhi, mulan, ravie
*newly found friend Liling
*the contest-maker Zee

*artistic fwend rocky

*the duo kuya jec and ning li



"Ok! don't get too excited!!"
I just want to blog about one unusual thing that happened last 14 or 15 days. Unusual in a way that it made my cute butt bothered.

It happened one cold night in our sweet peaceful home (in the laundry area to be exact). It isn't a surprise to my few closest friends here that I live with my older sister ('coz I'm still a baby ofcourse!). But to those who just know..well...SURPRISE!!!

Anyway, this is what happened:
My sister was in the laundry area fixing some mess. She found this old box with useless papers and plastics (or trash). She was about to throw it when she noticed something moving inside the box. She called me up..and ofcourse ORDERED me:

"Throw this in the garbage, (pause) there's something inside".

So I took the old box and discover the unknown present. *peek peek* I was delighted to see the surprise! She noticed me smiling secretly.

The conversation goes this way:

Her: "Throw it away immediately"
Me: "Can we just keep them for a while"
Her: "They are nasty and will only stink"
Me: "Don't you have a heart? They are still babies, look at them..besides, you don't like dogs..and I wanted a tiger *looking at them*..hmmm...they will soon be like tigers!"
Her: "And where will you keep them? They stink!"
Me: "We'll keep them until they are strong enough to walk and find their irresponsible mommy"
Her: "Throw them or I'll throw you!"
Me: *blink blink*

I was silent for a minute, put the box down and hurried inside the house. I took the camera and get back to those 'lil darlings. I held them out of the box and took some snaps.

I told them to keep still but
they keep on searching for each other.

Guess they're feeling cold..

or yet their mommy told them to stay together. *kiss kiss*

"sleep my 'lil Simba" "i hate fans, no autographs pls!" "i will be the next cat model"

After taking few snaps, I took another box, put a cloth on it and place each of them inside. I put the box on one corner of the laundry area, peeked on them again and say goodnight.
When I was about to get in the house, I saw a cat with a black and brown orange fur approaching the gate. I said "Your babies are there" *pointing the laundry area* It simply stared and turned it's back at me.

Now, it made me think:
1/ What's the language of that cat that she didn't understand me?
2/ Maybe she (the cat) thought I put her babies in the washing machine. (But I pointed the laundry area not the machine)

3/ My sis can't throw me outside of the house, our folks will scold her! hahaha!

4/ Is this the answer to my wish to have triplets in the future?

5/ Why did the mom cat stared as if I have an obligation with the kitties? I can't remember any night I sleep with a cat..


6/ Will Didz accept them as my gifts for her wed? They will help her find Lucy or they will get lost too?? *confused*
7/ How can I make them roar instead of meow?

8/Should I share my coffee to feed them or should I sneak sometimes on my sis' slim fresh milk in the fridge?

E E E E E E L P!!!

Beanizer: "Bad puddy tat! Gimme back my lollies!"

*sniff sniff*

When we were younger--
crying always seemed to be the answer..

Now that we're older--
crying seems to be the only thing you can do to accept the answer..

~~Salty drops from the windows of our souls remain as the most effective language .

who got the heart to update my blog for me??

*say cheese!!*
Beanizer: "..errr..i think i got the mouse too??"

am i lovely???????

ok,, i know i am lovable *ahem*, no questions about that..
but hey!! i got a lovely blog award!! Phew!!
After a century, I got one!!

Thanks to my dearest friend who never forgets my wiggling butt..

Karen is one of the most greatest writers i found here on blogosphere.
Know her through her variety of blogs and be amazed!!..

CUiSinE deLiGhT
laWs & poliTICs
aSiaN FineST STArS
YantcHiLL BeauTy & faShion

and ofcourse,,

For my LOVELY blogmates..
keep these few simple rules or i'll hit you w/ my diapy!!!

1. Accept the award.

2. Post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link.

3. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

Time to pass the gift..

I would still want to pass this award to some of the best blogger friends i have known for quite a long time..their wittiness and loveliness never fades.
And to my newly discovered blogmates, keep up the good work!!


*SiMPLy SiE~ for being a perfect model of a woman's strength..i'm proud of you!

*didZ~ the craziest and longest existing friend i had online she got the wildest blog so far ..wildest unearthly ideas..beware!

*ms. Jill~ the witty hilarious writer who shows life through her cam lens..hmmm..she won that michigan photo contest *whispering* she didnt treat me ice cyeam!! hmp!

*MommY jolly~ owns a great lifestyle..always an inspiration to all..she's my mom in the blog world who never attempt to change my diapy..not even once!!..

*janz & van - great friends with incredible write ups..they inspired me to write about my pet..*sniff sniff*

*raviE, beLLA, sudHi, nAndz & bro tRY~ my ever busy playmates!!..where are you guys!?..i told you to dump college! ehehe! ok no..just update your blogs!

*taRu, tigERdeeja, ady~ who make blogs that strike your heart..and mind..and liver..and kidney..ooops! no not kidneys and livers..

*miss AngiE & ambiguous Angel~ their lovely blogs are always worth your time..keep blogging!

*zeZebeL~ my new found blogger with so interesting topics and fun blogs..hey zee! make more posts, i'm reading! hehe!

*waYfArer- who owns a neat and intelligent blog of anything under the sun, the moon and the stars..

*miSS imperfect - with her daily musings..she's a new found blogger too with a lively blog you won't try to miss..

*vijAya- the girl with unlimited dreams who speaks of her real world..find her pieces and know her more.

hmmmmm..did i reach 15 already?

as usual, i lost my counting..

Beanizer: "one..two..hmmm..i should hire a counting nanny"


'lil reminders

A grade 4 child once asked his teacher..
"Ma'am, why is the pronoun "I" always capitalized whenever we write it?"

the teacher smiled and said..
"'Coz it's a way of giving respect to yourself. By capitalizing it, you're emphasizing your worth and uniqueness..So value yourself 'coz you exist for a reason.."

~One thing we often missed when we care too much on other people is the value of SELF-RESPECT. The idea of "giving everything" is not a mistake unless you are giving it to someone who never sees your worth.

p/s: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA!!.."--(you wont find this anyway..)

Beanizer: "Who stole my diapy!!??.."


~my piece"

~I'm playing the puzzle of my life..
Suddenly, i noticed something..
the most important piece of the puzzle is missing!!
then i realize.. i need to talk to you to say this:
"Can I borrow you to complete it??"

--this line have been used by lots of sweet-talkers. And if you're wondering if I have used this to anyone, I must say i haven't (hold your eyebrows, hehe!). But, No, I haven't use it..why? 'coz i am not used to borrowing..hehe!.. but now.. i wanna use this line to someone dearest to me..
hon, hope this line tells everything..
if not,,then let me just sing then..
let me serenade you ---
To all my fans:
sorry, but this is a dedication to my someone special

Beanizer: "tsk..tsk..i should do breakdance sometimes!"

hon, did you like it??
yeah, you might be thinking this is all i can do..

on the contrary, i made a special request to revise that song..


i'm still hearing negative comments from the outside forces..

so here's the real one for you honey..

oh..i think i'm in love..

Beanizer: "Honey, where's the remote control?"
Honeybean: "Do i look like a lost and found counter?"



Beanizer: "Let me tell you one of my favorite story.."

shhhhhh!!! listen!!

Once, there was an island where the FEELINGS/ VALUES live.
It was announced that the island was going to sink in the ocean
FEELINGS prepared to leave..

LOVE: "Can i come with you on your boat?"
RICHNESS: "Sorry, but many golds and silvers here."

LOVE: "Sadness, please stay."
SADNESS: "I'm sorry, but I want to be alone."

LOVE: "Happiness, I'll go with you".
But HAPPINESS didn't here what LOVE said.

TIME: "LOVE, come! I'll take you with me.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed.
LOVE: "Why did you help me TIME?"
TIME: "'Coz ONLY TIME is capable of understanding HOW GREAT LOVE IS."

*If you are ready to give love, make sure you know how to make it real. The best investment in every relationship (may it be romance, friendship, family) is TIME.
If you don't have it, don't claim you are capable of loving.

The more time you give, the more you prove the person's worth.

"You see my new diapy??
Yeah, it is a requirement for my chocos, i keep some in here..
now you can't see them!..so don't dare to steal! hmp!"


Eid ul-Fitr

I believe faith has nothing to do with the kind of religion you are a member of. Since we came to this world naked, we are all equal, no influence, no belief, purely human-- from One SAME God.
I was baptized a Christian and brought up with Christian values and virtues. Had my first step and last step of knowledge in Christian schools. In my years of learning the facts and hearing the opinions, I can't resist my amazement and respect on others beliefs and practices. One of which is--the FAITH AND DISCIPLINE of Muslim people.

beautiful place..

Today is a national holiday in the Philippines. A 'lil info for those who doesn't know, Christianity is NOT the first religion of the country but ISLAM. This day is given as an opportunity for us Filipinos to celebrate with our Muslim brothers.

is an Arabic word meaning "festivity", while Fiṭr means "conclusion of the fast"; and so the holiday symbolizes the celebration of the conclusion of the month of fasting from dawn to sunset during the entire month of Ramadan . (taken from wikipedia)

yuhoooooo!!! playmates!! oh! you fall in line for my lollies??

Idul Fitri is not only for celebrations but a time for atonement: to ask for forgiveness for sins which they may have committed but was cleansed as a result of the fasting in the Muslim month of Ramadan.

To all my Muslim friends all over the world:

"Selamat Idul Fitri"


~match or patch~

"You hate Filipinos for the hostage fiasco earlier this week, right?
Then, should I hate Chinese people for the lead poisoning and melamine contamination?

Wherein, NOT EIGHT but hundreds..maybe even thousands have suffered.
Is it right to blame a whole nation for a mistake of one man?
If you do, then you are mostly DENSE.
No arguments. Just an opinion."

**Pass this to all Filipinos you know.
If you love your country, perhaps you'll send this.

This message was sent to me by a friend. I have seen the same note posted in a comment corner of one you tube clip and in a Facebook page. It made me think. It made me confuse my own reaction on my last post. I made an apology for the mistake of the one man and begged for forgiveness and understanding. But it never occurred to me the hard fact that WE WERE ONCE VICTIMS TOO.

All I was thinking 'til now is..
We can never get back the lives lost from the hostage-drama
and at the same time stop the danger melamine brought to our nation in the past.

One Filipino caused the death of the 8 Chinese.
Hundred/ Thousand lives were put to risk of the melamine
found on Chinese milk and chocolates(still, I love Cadbury!)

Now, I'm leaving this question
to all Filipinos and Chinese people:
(my readers are very welcome to comment)

Is this the right time to PINPOINT EACH OTHER? or
yet, the perfect time to FORGIVE AND START AGAIN?


"Mommy he wanted to get my diapy
so I gave him a temporary eyewear!"


~~tragedy on cruel Monday~~

I was hesitant to include this post in my blog. Yet, I am fully aware that I have a responsibility to save the name of my country from the hatred of other people's minds and hearts.

Some of my Filipino friends in the blogosphere had done their part:

and so allow me to share mine..

August 23, 2010 marks a bloodshed. A hostage drama that lasted at least 10 hours and ended the lives of nine people (8 Chinese tourists & the hostage taker).
The hostage taker is a former Senior Inspector who is asking to reinstate him in the police force after being dismissed due to robbery and extortion cases against him and other policemen.

The 55 year old Senior Inspector (hostage-taker) has been awarded as one of the Top Most Outstanding Policemen of the Country and received lots of awards when he was still in service. Two years before his retirement, he was terminated due to cases filed against him. Desperate enough to get his job back, he hi-jacked the tourist bus.

At the beginning of the drama(10am), he released 10 hostages and allowed the supply of food for the remaining 15 hostages inside the bus.

I never expect that my longing to watch a new action movie will be answered by a real and live telecast of such tragedy. Me and my sis were stuck in the sofa, watching every scene. If only the police men can hear us yell at them. It was a mixed emotion. I feel sorry for the hostages, pity the hostage-taker and hate the police for their blunders.

To all the people of Hong Kong, I am very sorry.
We, Filipinos, understand how you feel.
We mourn like you do.
We never wanted this bloodshed.
But please don't hate us and our country.

It was an isolated case.
Please do open your minds and hearts for forgiveness.
Philippines has been a home for most Chinese people.
Filpinos are known to be one of the most-caring, loving and
hospitable people all over the world.
We treated you as our brothers/sisters all throughout the years
and we will forever treat you as part of who we are.

Again, we NEVER wanted this.
Please don't hate us.

* To all Chinese people who is dwelling in our country,
hope you can have the courage to attest how your second home took care of you..
and help patch the friendship between our countries.


~~funny but sweet~~

this video sent to me by a friend.. it is reeeeeeeeeaally cute-- like me *ahem*
.. well, ofcourse it is!..why do you think i'll be sharing it eh? ..

again..thanks Doc!..
You made me smile and laugh at the same time..
i look like crazy seriously but i was completely moved!!


~in memory~

This post is dedicated to my crazee friend's pet--

He is QUAD~

Didz already mentioned Quad's lost in her corner. But, I guess some of my newest friends would want to know more of this 'lil buddy. Pengwee (Didz) loves Quad dearly (not to mention, she became a SAFE pet owner to Quad *wink*)..

We witnessed how sensitive she is to Quad's needs..

One proof was on Valentine's Day..
Pengwee was more desperate to find Quad a date..

Here's a proof!

Quad's Valentine

And another crazy pet owner here..
Quad's Dating

But there is just a 'lil prob with my Pengwee friend..
she's kinda blurry...

and so forgot one important fact..
--Bettas are fighting fishes!!
(making baby Quads is not that easy didzy!!)

That's how special a betta is to a pengwee's life..

You will always be remembered

Beanizer: "Allah take care of Quad"


~my turn~

For the past few days, I've visited my friends' blogs. I was amazed of how they blog about their pets. Too bad for me, I don't have one *sniff sniff*. I'm not allowed to have pets for few "valid" reasons (w/c i hate, so therefore, no need to discuss).

I love the colors of those creatures. Special mention to Cutie Kitty ERIN, Stubborn Eagle COKEY, and Bong2&Imee who inspired me to blog this post.

Let me introduce to you my amazing pet too..
btw, he was born last..August 14, 2010, 8PM, Philippines 6100

p r e s e n t i n g..

*drum rolls*

my Amazing BiX

shhhhhhh!! he's sleeping!! .. he got colorful dreams..

he's well disciplined..
see? he knows how to come back to his colors..

and now..he can dance..

*wiggle it just a 'lil bit..wiggle it..*
(see Stubborn Cokey?? hmp!)

Now he's tired and sleepy..
he's singing..listen! can you hear??no??

oh well, he sings only when we're alone..

Okay, 'til next time..
he's in his cage now..
sweet dreams Amazing Bix...

R.I.P. to my former Cube--RUB2
you will always be remembered..
I'll pinch Clyde (my nephew monster) for killing you..

vengeance is ours!!

i'll take care of your 'lil bro Bix..no monster can touch him..
i promise..*crossing heart*

Almost forgot.. the Irreplaceable Woman in Beanie's real world.. She's celebrating her birthday now.. Happy Birthday Ma!
(ok, she won't find this anyway..)
Love you so much..as always

Beanizer: "I don't really eat cake.."