hmmm..just a special day

When I was months younger, I tried to find the better me. I look at myself trying to figure out what I really wanted. But can't see the soul I was searching.

"Soulmate, is that you?
Well, you look cute too"

Until I found you.. and started to know you each passing day..
You only know how to make me feel special,nothing more..

"Promise, we won't get cold honey.."

"Your powers touch me in every way"

"As i can feel how you sweep me off my diapy"

Your presence tells the beauty of life. You make everyone love you dearly. And I don't know how you do it..but I love how it is..

"I want to grow with you in every possible way"


sssssshhhh...!!
listen..
it tells everything..
(p/s: to the couple who made this, i'll trade my lollie for the rent, ok?:)

nananana..

"Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same"


"I want to make my dreams come true
through you"


"Oh..our little darlings.."


You know why I love number 8 the more??
it's because..*counting*

"It consists the perfect figures
I want to tell you everyday"


"Hon, can you hear my heart there?"



BEANIE: "Sun bathing is still best for babies
until.. buttburn"

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LOVE STORY ONE TIME

Beanizer: "Let me tell you one of my favorite story.."

shhhhhh!!! listen!!

Once, there was an island where the FEELINGS/ VALUES live.
It was announced that the island was going to sink in the ocean
so FEELINGS prepared to leave..

LOVE: "Can i come with you on your boat?"
RICHNESS: "Sorry, but many golds and silvers here."

LOVE: "Sadness, please stay."
SADNESS: "I'm sorry, but I want to be alone."

LOVE: "Happiness, I'll go with you".
But HAPPINESS didn't here what LOVE said.

TIME: "LOVE, come! I'll take you with me.

Love felt so blessed and overjoyed.

LOVE: "Why did you help me TIME?"
TIME: "'Coz ONLY TIME is capable of understanding HOW GREAT LOVE IS."

*If you are ready to give love, make sure you know how to make it real. The best investment in every relationship (may it be romance, friendship, family) is TIME.
If you don't have it, don't claim you are capable of loving.
'Coz LOVING IS VALUING.
The more time you give, the more you prove the person's worth.

Beanie:
"You see my new diapy??
Yeah, it is a requirement for my chocos, i keep some in here..
now you can't see them!..so don't dare to steal! hmp!"

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~'lil boys & big guys' lessons~

Do you know why 'lil boys are not allowed to play with dolls like Barbie?
~~So that at a young age..
~~~they already know that girls are not toys to be played.

*Maybe that explains why it's no big deal for most mom if their 'lil girls play with guns! So at a young age, they can fight and hunt their boys if they commit mistakes on them. Haist..what an unfair world!

**Seriously, this is not the primary reason why moms won't allow boys to play with dolls. It is primarily for the purpose of avoiding the possible threatening effect on the child's gender. On my part, I do play with guns. But I also got few dolls. Well, not the Barbies exactly but male dolls (oops! the quote above doesn't apply here!) I got this one doll that when you press the pump on it, he would show his butt..hehe! I wish I know that blogs exists in those innocent years (ahem! my innocence remains STABLE and UNquestionable!).

***What if..a boy didn't grow up psychologically? Would every girl trust a boy's love? Is it possible for the boy not to hurt the girl all the time? Would every boy respect each girl she meets? Will he ever be satisfied with a single girl in his life? Will it give her an assurance of real love? Will there be no chance of fooling?

****Every girl is a priceless gift. She is the main source of his strength though he won't say it. Her pain is a curse to a man's heart. Her presence creates an unexplainable feeling of heaven. Her tears will melt his own soul.

And that, made every girl special... If only every man knows her value..

=this post is for a special girl..thanks for making me smile :)

~~beanizer: *hmmm..will she love this??"

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~~lover or pretender?~~

She asked me once,
"Can I go to find my new happiness?"
I answered,
"Yes, you can."
She asked me again,
"How about you?"
I simply smiled and said,
"Go on, you're my happiness remember?"



Ouch!!! Oh! No worries..this is just another message on line..yeah, just another thought I choose to share.

Now, is this a sacrifice? stupidity? helplessness? loVE?..or a combination??
This is more of a love post. I should post this on my deaf site, but, I guess I should leave that comatosed site for while (hehee). I bet most readers would vote for "combination"(?)..or.. (?)

Is it really possible to swallow the pain and be happy for her at the same time? Hmmm..this may sound a usual love story any one can relate. Do we really need to say "I'm happy for you" when deep inside we're breaking? Often, hmmm..maybe. Why? 'Coz we wanted to show the world that we're not badly affected of such rejection or yet we don't want them to feel guilty of not feeling the same way. At times we need to fool ourselves so as to lessen the pain. But the pain won't be gone unless we face the fact that we are hurt and our hearts are seriously wounded.

It is not wrong to love someone who doesn't love you. Still, it is not fair to stuck ourselves with the blue feeling and pretend we are numb.

Falling in love doesn't guarantee being happy 'til the end. It is more of risking a fragile organ on other's sensitivity.

~~beanizer broken (?)

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~~unanswered~~

Just yesterday, I've read a beautiful piece written by one of the amazing bloggers I've chosen to follow. I'm just not sure if its a fiction or her own story. Anyway, it narrates a situation of this subject I used to get tired dealing with

--LOVE, BREAKING & LETTING GO.

In my other blog, I once mentioned --IS WAITING THE PROOF OF TRUE LOVE?,,now I opted to give another asking of "possible" proof of that same love every one has been enjoying to discuss..

>LETTING GO:
A SIGN OF COWARDICE?
A REASON OF ESCAPE?
or simply A PROOF OF TRUE LOVE??

Some say, if you truly love the person, you must fight for that love regardless of all the WHAT IFs. Some say, if you do love that person, you have to be on her/his side at all possible times. Some say, don't ever give a reason to leave her/him if you know the feeling is mutual. Some say, you must learn to set her/him free if you wanted her/him to be happy. Some say, never complicate her/him if you want to save the love. Some say, hold on and believe. Some even say, if you're meant to be, you will forever be.


Which is which? Which do you stand for?

if you try to ask me with this matter,,
My answer would be,,

it's not really the meaning of love that would perfectly define it..
it is the ONE you CHOOSE to love that would prove you perfectly felt it.

~~HOW ABOUT YOU??~~

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