bitter surprises

Here in my virtual world, I met different people, unique personalities..some passed by, some stayed for months, while a few remained closer to me even outside the blog community. We built a virtual world where truest friendship lives. They became a part of my daily routine, a sweet part of my so-called personal life.

"Look Bro, we got more fans!"

At this time, I wanna share with you one of the most precious chapters of my virtual-personal world..

It's all about---

I met one very good friend in bloggers community.

Fewest facts about him:

* I used to call him my "devil-cupid", if ever you wonder how I met my new love, it's his doing. he and his cousin made me realize how I love her.
* He's a blogger who doesn't own a single blogsite but a very faithful commentor on my posts and my hon's pieces.
* He's responsible of my inbox-overload.
* He's my older version, we had the same story.

* He's my big brother.

" Bro, i'm not really small, am i??"

= From the time I met him, I knew I found a clown. Yes, a clown. He wore a big smile on his face, he teased, laughed..my ideal playmate! He played along with me in bloggers. He teased me most often, he even told my should-be secrets!

"Bro! brain freeeezze!!"

"Ok Bro, so this is our hide out.. You sure the girls won't find us here??"

= But behind this crazy comedian is a faithful husband, a loving father. Such character every man should possess. My brother found his true love. She was his life. I can attest to how much he loved her. His queen, his bestfriend. He told me his love story several times and he gave me advices of dealing with true love. I admire him everytime he proved his love for her.

Until one day, God took her away. He didn't know she had a heart ailment. She kept it 'til her last breath. She passed away just last month. I felt sorry for my bro. He tried to overcome his sadness and lived for the sake of their kids. He was a strong man. He managed to show he's moving on, that he must move on like any matured responsible man and father.


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I was on a trip to celebrate my birthday with my friends, planning to come back with my pics to share here. I wanted to make a happy post like I used to in this site..but an unknown tragedy happened the day before my bday.

As narrated by a friend (his brother-in-law), my brother was rushed to the hospital. Two bottles of pills comforted him in his longing for his wife. I can't believe it happened. We were just exchanging mails few days before my birthday. He poured to me his grief and regrets. I knew he missed her so much and he can't win her back from God.

Yesterday, a wrong info was relayed to us. I cried upon knowing that my Bro is gone. A certain bad person made us believe Lance was dead. What a stupid attempt to fool us!

His bro-in-law clarified everything now. Lance has a brain damaged and a part of his body is paralyzed. I'm sad of my Bro's condition, yet, I'm happy he's alive and will soon kick that bad a**!!!

"I'm strong Bro, don't worry my baby muscles are the firmest!"

This post is dedicated
to my blogger friend and Big Bro -
Lance.

Big Brother,

I don't know how to explain my sadness of your condition. I used to mislook your messages in my inbox due to my busy routine. I used just to smile on your advices 'coz you put a lot of effort to convince me everyday. I'm sorry for getting mad at those times when you're trying to push plans on me. I was angry but you didn't leave me.
Now, I checked my inbox. Wishing yesterday was only a bad dream. I was waiting for your message but you didn't come, I'm disappointed.

I know I hate what you did..and I wish you won't do it again..don't make me super-mad!

**Let this song be a reminder..each of us deserves a New Beautiful Life..we just have to be open

~~this song is specially dedicated to my Hon, Gracey and Big Bro.

Let me just say..

"Will you please wear this Big Bro?"

Beanizer: "For your recovery bro, I'll do a sacrifice,
I WILL BE CHOCO-LESS until you get well"
(pls recover as fast as possible)

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FINALLY!!!! WWWHAAAT???

"Ok! don't get too excited!!"

I just want to blog about one unusual thing that happened last 14 or 15 days. Unusual in a way that it made my cute butt bothered.

It happened one cold night in our sweet peaceful home (in the laundry area to be exact). It isn't a surprise to my few closest friends here that I live with my older sister ('coz I'm still a baby ofcourse!). But to those who just know..well...SURPRISE!!!

Anyway, this is what happened:
My sister was in the laundry area fixing some mess. She found this old box with useless papers and plastics (or trash). She was about to throw it when she noticed something moving inside the box. She called me up..and ofcourse ORDERED me:

"Throw this in the garbage, (pause) there's something inside".

So I took the old box and discover the unknown present. *peek peek* I was delighted to see the surprise! She noticed me smiling secretly.

The conversation goes this way:

Her: "Throw it away immediately"
Me: "Can we just keep them for a while"
Her: "They are nasty and will only stink"
Me: "Don't you have a heart? They are still babies, look at them..besides, you don't like dogs..and I wanted a tiger *looking at them*..hmmm...they will soon be like tigers!"
Her: "And where will you keep them? They stink!"
Me: "We'll keep them until they are strong enough to walk and find their irresponsible mommy"
Her: "Throw them or I'll throw you!"
Me: *blink blink*

I was silent for a minute, put the box down and hurried inside the house. I took the camera and get back to those 'lil darlings. I held them out of the box and took some snaps.

I told them to keep still but

they keep on searching for each other.

Guess they're feeling cold..

or yet their mommy told them to stay together. *kiss kiss*

"sleep my 'lil Simba" "i hate fans, no autographs pls!" "i will be the next cat model"

After taking few snaps, I took another box, put a cloth on it and place each of them inside. I put the box on one corner of the laundry area, peeked on them again and say goodnight. When I was about to get in the house, I saw a cat with a black and brown orange fur approaching the gate. I said "Your babies are there" *pointing the laundry area* It simply stared and turned it's back at me.

Now, it made me think:

1/ What's the language of that cat that she didn't understand me?
2/ Maybe she (the cat) thought I put her babies in the washing machine. (But I pointed the laundry area not the machine)
3/ My sis can't throw me outside of the house, our folks will scold her! hahaha!
4/ Is this the answer to my wish to have triplets in the future?
5/ Why did the mom cat stared as if I have an obligation with the kitties? I can't remember any night I sleep with a cat..

*gulp*

6/ Will Didz accept them as my gifts for her wed? They will help her find Lucy or they will get lost too?? *confused*
7/ How can I make them roar instead of meow?
8/Should I share my coffee to feed them or should I sneak sometimes on my sis' slim fresh milk in the fridge?

E E E E E E L P!!!

Beanizer: "Bad puddy tat! Gimme back my lollies!"

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