**be reminded**

EVERY CREATURE HAS HIS OWN STORY. EACH OF US SHARES THE SAME WORLD. WE ALL HAVE OUR PASTS. NO MATTER WHERE WE ARE OR HOW FAR WE ARE, WE EXPERIENCE THE FEELING OF BEING LOVED AND BEING HURT. IF WE DWELL ON THE OUTCOME OF OTHER’S RUINED LIVES, THEN, WE ARE LIVING THEIRS AND NOT OURS. KEEP IN MIND THAT WE HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE TO LIVE, IF WE USE THE CHANCE LIVING SOMEONE’S LIFE, THEN,...

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out of control

I playback what happened these days..and realize..Why do things lead me to thinking of you?.. Last Sunday, we (me & my sis) went to the grocery section, my sis asked me if I want to buy chocolates, I just nod. But guess what, she picked your fave stuff (that red thing in the box), so I complained, instead I said my fave tastes better than that one. She asked me “What’s the...

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++knowing++

The reasons why I ask:1> I cannot read your mind.2> I cannot understand.3> I don’t want to believe my intuition.4> I am confused.5> I care.6> I am jealous.7> I am selfish.The reasons why I don’t ask:1> I learned to know you well.2> I trust you.3> I am trying to understand.4> I am afraid of knowing the answer.5> I don’t want to argue.6> I am...

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---------------i know---------------

when i feel someone is trying to break my heart,i would tell myself..h o p i n...

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---locked thoughts----

Time flashes so fast..shorter days..longer nights..few days more before the last month of the year starts..I am reviewing my life, the changes, the untouched..people I accepted, persons I rejected..I learn to question my self these past days..Am I good enough? Or should I stop trying to be one?I trust myself, but some people makes me doubt my capacity..I love myself, but some people...

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a glimpse on my story

Way back in high school we had this creative writing subject. Our teacher asked us to make a journal. In that journal, we will be sharing our experiences, our daily activities as possible—only she will know every word we put in there. It is a requirement, and she’ll be gathering our journals every quarter end.The day before the 1st quarter submission finally came. The thing is,...

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confused+risk??

Have you ever had the chance risking a confused emotion?..How would you describe the feeling?..Is it like sailing lonely on a row boat in an open sea? Is it like conquering the waves on a surf board?..Is it like riding a plane on an unpredictable weather?..What is the best metaphor suited under such situation? Tell me your thoughts :)Certain matters are too risky. No matter how...

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CALL FOR SMILES

SHARING OUR CELEBRATION: MassKara Festival“The festival first began in 1980 during a period of crisis. The province relied on sugar cane as its primary agricultural crop, and the price of sugar was at an all-time low due to the introduction of sugar substitutes like high fructose corn syrup in the United States.[1] It was also a time of tragedy; on April 22 of that...

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masked pain

WHY DO WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT US? WHY DO WE HURT THOSE WHO LOVE US? WHY DO WE TAKE THE CHANCES OF HURTING?.. these 3 questions may be answered logically, emotionally or intellectually..instant answers are playimg inside the head of the reader of this piece.why am i sayin' this?.'coz only the interested and those wanted to react on the above lines will spare their minutes readin this blog. (thank u reader)..going back to the topics..we will tackle each question and share our different views..1st Q: WHY DO WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT US?Bnzer A: TO FEEL FREE. i am not an atheist....

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anger doesn't always mean hatred. Sometimes it is a masked emoton of one's true but inwanted feeling. Rejection doesn't pushes a person away, it is ften a measure of another's loyalty and patience..bein silent is not a reflection of calmness..most of the time it is a hidden chamber of confsions and fears..the best relief of a tired spirit is not always laughter..but salty drops of helpless hearts..//0926091...

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why

Queries often bother one's soul. Questions remain unsolved for people who ask but never accept others' opinions. We search for answers, but we opt to find them on our own through our logical reasoning. Some facts are taken for granted, more opinions are being listened to..why??.'coz humans as we are, we love arguments. We argue critics, we even argue our own views. The craving for wisdom not just knowledge. Life has his own way to give itself proper and just reasons. Our way of understanding its true beauty lies beneath the character we build openly and closely to our chosen...

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open views

Choices have been made. Some choices are best to remain unrisked. Rejecting some doors doesn't always mean frightness. Some instances show that untaking the risks and opportunities reflects the braver spirit. Some rejections unlock old chances. They bring out the value of patience and faith with the old gift bestowed to one's craving soul. //09260983...

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the question

..i woke up still occupied of the last thing I had last night....she called again, but (as usual), I didn’t answer..i turned off my phone for few hours to save my ears and my battery as well....when I was about to enter my room, I turned it on,,and found her ONLY message..it says:..“ (__), how wud u know u’r gonna give up?”..--the question struck me..maybe bcoz I don’t know the answer, or I doubted my answr, or I juz don’t want to answer....i was confused somehow, ..did she mean she’s giving up on me now, ..or me-- when I gave her up..or herself on some thing else..?..i lied...

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in perfect time

..hey beanizer! Wake up sleepy head!!..wat a lazy Monday....didz what do u want me to discuss??..feel tired of this routine, can’t feel what I’m feeling..no emotions, this freedom is bothering me..i need to know the limits of this life..how long will I step on this planet, how long will I see my good ol’ friends again..time runs slow..gud thing, I cud stay awake with didz’s smile and angel’s missing wings....what if I only got 3 more days to live? How should Beanizer spent the next second of the hour?..okay..does this thought makes sense?..okay…here we go....1st, maybe Iill...

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damnly insensitive

some people never tend to understand one's sentiments...they say they care, they know how it exactly feels..but they are so damn wicked--deaf enough to hear the unspoken sentiments you unveil. ...they must have the heart of a dragon- selfish, cruel, insensitive.. ....they wanted to get everything of you..the person you become will be hidden in their shadows..and they don't care... if you would choose a life, a beautiful life this world could present.. ..would you choose a life of a king who owns every thing but not the respect of every one??..or a life of a juggler who...

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