She asked me once,
"Can I go to find my new happiness?"
"Yes, you can."
She asked me again,
"How about you?"
I simply smiled and said,
"Go on, you're my happiness remember?"
Ouch!!! Oh! No worries..this is just another message on line..yeah, just another thought I choose to share.
Now, is this a sacrifice? stupidity? helplessness? loVE?..or a combination??
This is more of a love post. I should post this on my deaf site, but, I guess I should leave that comatosed site for while (hehee). I bet most readers would vote for "combination"(?)..or.. (?)
Is it really possible to swallow the pain and be happy for her at the same time? Hmmm..this may sound a usual love story any one can relate. Do we really need to say "I'm happy for you" when deep inside we're breaking? Often, hmmm..maybe. Why? 'Coz we wanted to show the world that we're not badly affected of such rejection or yet we don't want them to feel guilty of not feeling the same way. At times we need to fool ourselves so as to lessen the pain. But the pain won't be gone unless we face the fact that we are hurt and our hearts are seriously wounded.
It is not wrong to love someone who doesn't love you. Still, it is not fair to stuck ourselves with the blue feeling and pretend we are numb.
Falling in love doesn't guarantee being happy 'til the end. It is more of risking a fragile organ on other's sensitivity.
~~beanizer broken (?)