masked pain

WHY DO WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT US? WHY DO WE HURT THOSE WHO LOVE US? WHY DO WE TAKE THE CHANCES OF HURTING?.. these 3 questions may be answered logically, emotionally or intellectually..instant answers are playimg inside the head of the reader of this piece.why am i sayin' this?.'coz only the interested and those wanted to react on the above lines will spare their minutes readin this blog. (thank u reader)..going back to the topics..we will tackle each question and share our different views..1st Q: WHY DO WE FORGIVE THOSE WHO HURT US?Bnzer A: TO FEEL FREE. i am not an atheist....

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anger doesn't always mean hatred. Sometimes it is a masked emoton of one's true but inwanted feeling. Rejection doesn't pushes a person away, it is ften a measure of another's loyalty and patience..bein silent is not a reflection of calmness..most of the time it is a hidden chamber of confsions and fears..the best relief of a tired spirit is not always laughter..but salty drops of helpless hearts..//0926091...

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why

Queries often bother one's soul. Questions remain unsolved for people who ask but never accept others' opinions. We search for answers, but we opt to find them on our own through our logical reasoning. Some facts are taken for granted, more opinions are being listened to..why??.'coz humans as we are, we love arguments. We argue critics, we even argue our own views. The craving for wisdom not just knowledge. Life has his own way to give itself proper and just reasons. Our way of understanding its true beauty lies beneath the character we build openly and closely to our chosen...

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open views

Choices have been made. Some choices are best to remain unrisked. Rejecting some doors doesn't always mean frightness. Some instances show that untaking the risks and opportunities reflects the braver spirit. Some rejections unlock old chances. They bring out the value of patience and faith with the old gift bestowed to one's craving soul. //09260983...

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the question

..i woke up still occupied of the last thing I had last night....she called again, but (as usual), I didn’t answer..i turned off my phone for few hours to save my ears and my battery as well....when I was about to enter my room, I turned it on,,and found her ONLY message..it says:..“ (__), how wud u know u’r gonna give up?”..--the question struck me..maybe bcoz I don’t know the answer, or I doubted my answr, or I juz don’t want to answer....i was confused somehow, ..did she mean she’s giving up on me now, ..or me-- when I gave her up..or herself on some thing else..?..i lied...

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in perfect time

..hey beanizer! Wake up sleepy head!!..wat a lazy Monday....didz what do u want me to discuss??..feel tired of this routine, can’t feel what I’m feeling..no emotions, this freedom is bothering me..i need to know the limits of this life..how long will I step on this planet, how long will I see my good ol’ friends again..time runs slow..gud thing, I cud stay awake with didz’s smile and angel’s missing wings....what if I only got 3 more days to live? How should Beanizer spent the next second of the hour?..okay..does this thought makes sense?..okay…here we go....1st, maybe Iill...

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