~road to true love

Perfect~
I realize I am.
Not that I am flawless
Maybe just feel secured--
Your doing
Perhaps.




Once I was shattered
Unforgiven by my past
Beaten by vengeful memories
Darkness is my only light


The quest I continued
And so should be conceived--
Water should be under the bridge
and not to deluge my reserved senses


Sightless
Distracted by deceiving charms
A reckless dreamer
I wished upon a lucent star
Alluring diamonds they appear above
Yet, they fell as no special stones
Thrown to me down hastily
Reviving my sanity


Along one track
I chanced to cross your same path
You're trudging the way to your visioned life
Anxious of which road you will choose
I approached the trail you defiantly face
And so I stayed closer
That I won't lose you from my sight


Upon seeing your face, I was stunned
You dressed like a warrior
Though your soul seemed torn
Those sweet eyes bear salty crystal drops--
Your weapon in disguise


In a moment I understand
I was planned to be empty
To be filled by the perfect one
My road was broken--
And blessed to bridge with yours
To spend the next story together
One Undying Love
We promised to keep until forever

A beautiful song that tells the story..
our story..

Hope I'm not tooo late..
Just wanna let you know..
I am happier everyday
Knowing we're inseparable..
♥ ♥ ♥

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superPOWERS..superHEROES

Remember one time I told you my secret identity?
Yeah, I'm Baby Batman!
Don't laugh!
I am serious!
My DNA proves it!

Anyway, I came here not to blog about my stunts and bat car. I am here to tell you one very special thing. A beautiful realization yesterday that made me drop my lollies and forget my chocos.

But hey! I remember my chocos now, so don't dare!

Note first: This is a long post. Not suited for those allergic to novels.

Ok, as I was saying..It's a realization, a reflection I wanted to share, simply because it made me smile and be grateful for the rest of my blog life.

There was a good friend of mine who was seriously ill. She was brought to the hospital by a faithful friend. She is special to me in ways that this page can't fully define. She is a woman of strength, my admiration on her will never fade no matter what. Her unique beautiful being made her friends love her..and made me love her most:)

Yesterday was a hard day for her and a painful day to me.
It was a moment that I spent most of my times staring at my phone waiting for updates.
The only source I have is our friend who never left her (thanks to you G!).
My special friend was in a very critical condition.
She struggled to fight and live for the people around her.
How about me? What can I do? I can't do a thing.
I can't help the doctors. I can't bribe the Heavens. I can't threaten death.
I paused. And realize I am no superhero. My batcar can't take her, my powers are useless.

friend G said:
"Let's stop texting for a while, and just pray."
"Yes", I said to my inner self.
"If He can hear me now, He can do miracles"
And so I started to ask for His mercy.
I asked St. Jude Thaddeus to give assistance.
I am not a devotee, but I'm not an atheist.
After my plea, I remember one thing,
"At this moment, others are praying too, I'm not sure if I'm His favorite.."

" Good kitty, be sincere when you pray"

I stared longer on my computer screen, my fingers are feeling cold.
And an idea occupied my mind.
"Ask for more help" .

I signed in my google account and took the chance,
asking more prayers from my great friends online.
I wished them to find my note.

"There goes my best BROs..and great SIS's"

Few minutes later, I was told that my special friend was revived.
I was relieved for a moment. And thank Him.


This morning, I checked my inbox, and found my great friends.
ALL of them (whom i noted) replied and asked.
God is so good, everything is possible with Him.

"Woah! So..colorful!!!
I knew you don't have a fave color"

One more fact I realize,,most of my friends are not Catholics,
they are not Christians..but they were there
and we have One Same God..

"me and my superfriends"


Now, my special friend is back home.
She is not fully well,
but I believe she'll stay and will fight 'til the end..
'coz she knows WE love her
and He's just there watching..
I do wonder if He blogs too.
I am pretty sure He got the most number of followers
whether He's a blogger or not.

Beanie: "Save my friend,
I promised to take a bath and change my diapy
everyday"

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~my piece"

~I'm playing the puzzle of my life..
Suddenly, i noticed something..
the most important piece of the puzzle is missing!!

then i realize.. i need to talk to you to say this:

"Can I borrow you to complete it??"

--this line have been used by lots of sweet-talkers. And if you're wondering if I have used this to anyone, I must say i haven't (hold your eyebrows, hehe!). But, No, I haven't use it..why? 'coz i am not used to borrowing..hehe!.. but now.. i wanna use this line to someone dearest to me..

hon, hope this line tells everything..
if not,,then let me just sing then..
let me serenade you ---

To all my fans:
*ahem!*
sorry, but this is a dedication to my someone special *giggles*

Beanizer: "tsk..tsk..i should do breakdance sometimes!"

hon, did you like it??
yeah, you might be thinking this is all i can do..
on the contrary, i made a special request to revise that song..



ok..ok..
i'm still hearing negative comments from the outside forces..
so here's the real one for you honey..

oh..i think i'm in love..
nanannana..



Beanizer: "Honey, where's the remote control?"
Honeybean: "Do i look like a lost and found counter?"

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