~she's most beautiful~

I guess it's destiny. We were born on exactly the same number. Our months sit next to each other. Did God perfectly designed our stars?

Coincidence?
Luck?
or Purposely MEANT That Way?
Whichever the reason is, I am HAPPY.

Some may speak of their timeless serendipity. Let them tell 'til they lose their voices. What matters is --THEY ARE HAPPY..JUST LIKE ME.
I can't make this post longer. Maybe it's a fact that you'll be lost for words when you're just too happy..and you're holding your heart from getting off from your chest.
Crazy. Yes. I have been a lot of times.
Does it matter? A man can't live here on earth without getting crazy- AT LEAST ONCE! If he claims he's always been SANE in love, I personally doubt his psychological condition.

I have posted this song along time ago in the blogger land, I wish to dedicate this to a very important woman in my life who made my every day extra-special.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEYPIE!!!!

I L o v E Y o U ♥♥♥

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bitter surprises

Here in my virtual world, I met different people, unique personalities..some passed by, some stayed for months, while a few remained closer to me even outside the blog community. We built a virtual world where truest friendship lives. They became a part of my daily routine, a sweet part of my so-called personal life.

"Look Bro, we got more fans!"

At this time, I wanna share with you one of the most precious chapters of my virtual-personal world..

It's all about---

I met one very good friend in bloggers community.

Fewest facts about him:

* I used to call him my "devil-cupid", if ever you wonder how I met my new love, it's his doing. he and his cousin made me realize how I love her.
* He's a blogger who doesn't own a single blogsite but a very faithful commentor on my posts and my hon's pieces.
* He's responsible of my inbox-overload.
* He's my older version, we had the same story.

* He's my big brother.

" Bro, i'm not really small, am i??"

= From the time I met him, I knew I found a clown. Yes, a clown. He wore a big smile on his face, he teased, laughed..my ideal playmate! He played along with me in bloggers. He teased me most often, he even told my should-be secrets!

"Bro! brain freeeezze!!"

"Ok Bro, so this is our hide out.. You sure the girls won't find us here??"

= But behind this crazy comedian is a faithful husband, a loving father. Such character every man should possess. My brother found his true love. She was his life. I can attest to how much he loved her. His queen, his bestfriend. He told me his love story several times and he gave me advices of dealing with true love. I admire him everytime he proved his love for her.

Until one day, God took her away. He didn't know she had a heart ailment. She kept it 'til her last breath. She passed away just last month. I felt sorry for my bro. He tried to overcome his sadness and lived for the sake of their kids. He was a strong man. He managed to show he's moving on, that he must move on like any matured responsible man and father.


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I was on a trip to celebrate my birthday with my friends, planning to come back with my pics to share here. I wanted to make a happy post like I used to in this site..but an unknown tragedy happened the day before my bday.

As narrated by a friend (his brother-in-law), my brother was rushed to the hospital. Two bottles of pills comforted him in his longing for his wife. I can't believe it happened. We were just exchanging mails few days before my birthday. He poured to me his grief and regrets. I knew he missed her so much and he can't win her back from God.

Yesterday, a wrong info was relayed to us. I cried upon knowing that my Bro is gone. A certain bad person made us believe Lance was dead. What a stupid attempt to fool us!

His bro-in-law clarified everything now. Lance has a brain damaged and a part of his body is paralyzed. I'm sad of my Bro's condition, yet, I'm happy he's alive and will soon kick that bad a**!!!

"I'm strong Bro, don't worry my baby muscles are the firmest!"

This post is dedicated
to my blogger friend and Big Bro -
Lance.

Big Brother,

I don't know how to explain my sadness of your condition. I used to mislook your messages in my inbox due to my busy routine. I used just to smile on your advices 'coz you put a lot of effort to convince me everyday. I'm sorry for getting mad at those times when you're trying to push plans on me. I was angry but you didn't leave me.
Now, I checked my inbox. Wishing yesterday was only a bad dream. I was waiting for your message but you didn't come, I'm disappointed.

I know I hate what you did..and I wish you won't do it again..don't make me super-mad!

**Let this song be a reminder..each of us deserves a New Beautiful Life..we just have to be open

~~this song is specially dedicated to my Hon, Gracey and Big Bro.

Let me just say..

"Will you please wear this Big Bro?"

Beanizer: "For your recovery bro, I'll do a sacrifice,
I WILL BE CHOCO-LESS until you get well"
(pls recover as fast as possible)

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hmmm..just a special day

When I was months younger, I tried to find the better me. I look at myself trying to figure out what I really wanted. But can't see the soul I was searching.

"Soulmate, is that you?
Well, you look cute too"

Until I found you.. and started to know you each passing day..
You only know how to make me feel special,nothing more..

"Promise, we won't get cold honey.."

"Your powers touch me in every way"

"As i can feel how you sweep me off my diapy"

Your presence tells the beauty of life. You make everyone love you dearly. And I don't know how you do it..but I love how it is..

"I want to grow with you in every possible way"


sssssshhhh...!!
listen..
it tells everything..
(p/s: to the couple who made this, i'll trade my lollie for the rent, ok?:)

nananana..

"Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same"


"I want to make my dreams come true
through you"


"Oh..our little darlings.."


You know why I love number 8 the more??
it's because..*counting*

"It consists the perfect figures
I want to tell you everyday"


"Hon, can you hear my heart there?"



BEANIE: "Sun bathing is still best for babies
until.. buttburn"

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--not that late??

Beanie's Hon: Are you taking baby drugs??

Beanie: Why should I pollute my precious body with unnecessary drugs when my only desire
is your smile to make me high?

This should be posted last V-day..but since i was too busy sharing my chocos with everyone (co'z i'm VEWY GENEROUS!),,i just finish this NOW.

So what? Love has no date..right?

RIIIIIIGGGGGGGHHHT?????

hmmmm...maybe you were thinking i'm not vewy thoughtful..hmp!
i am the cutest!!..so that means i'm the sweetest too!! And because i'm the chweetest, those chocos i shared with everyone during V-day, i gave them enough time to pay in installment basis in 7-days term! Ain't i so considerate??

Anyway..

May i take this dance?

aren't those heels too fit fow you hon?

Those chocos are for a cause..a special cause! I used the pennies i collected to buy my hon few...gifts.. here they are..

pls. don't touch so they won't taste bad..
HANDS OFF!!

These are for you hon..

I don't want to starve you honey...

i search for a drum size but they only got this 'lil pail..

Yehaaaaa!! look honeypie!!

i top them on these tiny cakes..'
coz.. you are my cupcake!

SURPRISEEEEEE!!!!

you are my ice cream..
you always melt my 'lil *pointing heart* heeeeee!!



ahmmm..
they tried to put it on stick..
i taste it..but can't finish ..
'coz you are my other half..

i'm not that romantic you see...

CAN YOU BE MY DATE---??? ALL THE TIME??
Please say YES?..


ok then! I'll serenade you again...

See!!??
I told you! i know how to count!!

so....


CAN WE CALL IT A DATE???



woah!!
Beanie: hon? i can feel some eyes staring at us...

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--in style

Blogosphere always find ways to make me blog. As my site followers can attest, I ALWAYS keep my site updated..yeah! Updated every after two weeks or nearly a month of deeeeeeeep blog meditation.


And so, I want to thank Karen for waking up my site again.

Karen: "Beanie, you look charmest in your new style diapy,
now you got a prize"

Beanie: "They begged me to endorse this.You like it?"

Rules:

1. Thank the blogger who gave you the award by linking his or her blog in your answer-post.
2. Write your own, Seven Things That You Still Don't Know About Me post.
3. Pass on the award to 15 bloggers you've known lately.
4. Inform them that you have an award for them.

Thanks Karen!

Seven Things That You Still Don't Know About Me
(do i still have?)

1/ I think I got sleeping disorders. I can't sleep earlier than 10 in the evening. Despite how tired my baby muscles are, I spend at least half an hour turning on all sides of the bed..that leaves no one wants to sleep beside me.

2/ I don't drink milk unless it's choco :) I just can't take the taste of a pure white milk, even you threaten me to feed directly from Mrs. Moooooo..

3/ I like singing in a videoke machine provided there are NO fans! What? I love singing! Got a problem with that?

4/ I hate crowd. I hate skin contact to strangers. I'm NOT vain. I just don't like the sticky feeling especially when people sweat and rub their arms against you. Yikes!

5/ I don't like too loud music/talking people. It makes me dizzy. My baby nerves are vibrating.

6/ I love spicy foods. As long as it's still tolerable. Haha! ..

7/ I love making friends yet I choose them carefully. Friends are next to my family, so I always assure myself of good influences. I want to enjoy my life as craziest as possible without losing my self value. So the moment you're added to my list, you must doubt if you were blessed or cursed! ..'coz I will make a promise that you won't have a quiet life as long as I live..and to prove that...

I'm tagging some of my newly found best blogger friends..
and some of my "all time" favorite lucky tag-victims..hehe!!
I'll just choose the lucky 15..

1/ Ms. SiE = for inspiring me each and every day online and offline..should i say more?
2/ DiDZy= for keeping me tolerably insane! She's a very thoughtful friend, proving that, she didn't buy me a single lollie from Malaysia!
3/ rObBie = hmmm...she's kinda silent now, i just wanna poke her. hehe! Hey lady! wazzuP???
4/ gRAcey & Lance = since you lazy bones didn't make your blogsites, this is your assignment, find ways to respond to this tag! alright!
5/ niNG li = she didn't mind me when i first came to bloggers..i don't remember when and how she noticed my wiggling butt..but then i'm keeping this witty blogger friend.
6/ LiliNg = i love reading her personal write-ups..and i enjoy leaving her unearthly comments..(unearthly means from an "angel" like me)
6/ zEe = i miss making my own posts, but i don't miss reading hers..hehe!
7/ raviE = if she ever finds this, giving her a reason to have a short break from her busy life there..don't get lonely there! smile!
8/ sudHi = always full of surprising facts to be found on her site..
9/ AngeL = YAM, i know you can reach your dreams so fly higher:)
10 / ayU = 'lil girl, sorry for missing your posts lately, but i'm certain you're doing well in school!..
11/ ms. Jill = coolest and funniest blogger mom..she loves her lenses, i love her captures:)
12/ momMy JP = my blogger mommy, very strict with my diet, she doesn't give me milk and lollie allowance..hmp!
13/ tAru = a good friend, very loving wife to her hubby, how are you taru?
14/ DeeJA= one should have a good memory to memorize her names..tigerlily, poetic tragedy..lunatic tragedy..but still, she's deeja for me :)
15/ rockY = the artistic writer, one of my first friends in the blogosphere..i wonder how she's doing..

to every one who celebrates Chinese New Year..
Kiong Hee Huat Tsai!


ooooooops!!
"Mommy, I'm starving!!
where's my food??? "


Oh! a cookie!!

a broken cookie???

huh? Mommy left me a note inside a cookie?

hmmm...i wonder what she's saying?


i know!!!

"i must dip it in my ice cyeeeeeam!!!"

Beanizer: "Hey kitty!! Who gave you the right
to borrow my diapy?!"

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